Tuesday, October 13, 2009

What's all the fuss about?

I've been asking myself this eternally baffling question alot the last little bit (besides Did Elvis really die? Where IS Amelia Earheart? Where is Atlantis and who made the Bimini Road?)

How do I manage being: wife, mother, professional, cook, seamstress, closet cleaner-outer, friend, aunt, daughter, sister, laundry mistress and still have time to be Lori?
You know, don't get me wrong - I LOVE being a mother and wife. But as a woman, I often feel forgotten. I feel overlooked, underappreciated. I am too tired in the mornings to do anything besides throw on clothes and half-way dry my hair. Makeup? Got it. Put it on? Forget about it.
Where are the days of hair gel, long showers, lotion on my legs? Or the days of buying myself new underwear instead of pull-ups for The Boy?
Prime example of a wife/mother's deep love: I got The Hubs a PS3 last year for Christmas with the understand that this year's big gift would go to me! And alas! We're going to Disney in February so we're forgoing Christmas gifts for each other! So, no new pots and pans. No new jeans. No new baubles.
But I'm okay with that. Because this morning I watched the two most spectacular people in the world cuddle in bed and watch Dinosaur Train. And in the evenings, when I'm all worn out and just want 5 minutes of Lori time? Well, I hear, 'Mommy? Mommy? Wuv ou.'
And then I smile and say with complete energy and unreserved love:

I love you, too, baby.

Friday, October 9, 2009

L i v e O u t L o u d

A friend just posted this on his facebook status:

Many people come and go in our lives. There are only a few people that are going on the way with you in your life - Family, Jesus, Close friends. Pour your life into those you love.
I love that last line. Pour your life, yourself, your all into those you love.
On my desk, and now covered with a Sonic glass (from yesterday), a jump drive and various papers, is a tile that I keep as a reminder of how I want to live my life. It states plainly and straight-forwardly: LIVE OUT LOUD.
Life isn't a dress-rehersal, people. It's the real deal. I choose to live my life fairly and honestly. I worship God, not because it's how I was brougth up, but because He shows Himself to me in my everyday life.
Live out loud. Is there any better way?

Thursday, October 8, 2009

On my own tropical island . . . with Miguel and my iPod.

It recently occured to me: 1) my family says every song I hear is my favorite and 2) I should make my own soundtrack to my life (I admit, I stole this idea from my friend, Tiff).

Do you realize hard it is for me to compile a list of my all-time favorite songs? Well, here's going . . . and in no particular order.

Your Mama Don't Dance & Your Daddy Don’t Rock ‘n Roll, Dr. Hook
Well, my parents ARE cool enough to do either, but they just don't.
Best of You, Foo Fighters
Because we all want to have the best of someone and to give our best back to them.

Remember When, Alan Jackson
Makes me think of where I've been, where I am and where I'll eventually be.
Day O, Harry Belafonte
Beetlejuice, Beetlejuice, Beetlejuice!!!

You're So Vain, Carly Simon
My mother had to panomine this in high school and I always loved this song.

Fans, Kings Of Leon
My favorite band, need I say more?
Warm And Tender Love, Percy Sledge
For The Hubs.

Love Me Tender, Elvis Presley
For Caden.

Johnny and June, Heidi Newfield
Who wouldn't want a love like that?

My Doorbell, The White Stripes
Makes me think of getting tattooed.

Shining Star, The Manhattans
For both my boys.

Bossy, Kelis ft. Too Short
Well, just because I'm bossy.

Heaven, Bryan Adams
The Hubs and My song. Was playing when he proposed to me
and sang to him at our wedding.

Jesus Freak, DC Talk

Tomorrow Is a Long Time, Bob Dylan
*sighs* Bob Dylan

Three Little Birds, Bob Marley
Don't worry! Every little thing is gonna be alright!
Jerk It Out, The Caesars
Wind me up, put me down, start me up and watch me go!

Heavy Cross, Gossip
Love the beat, her voice; just a great song.
Slow Dance, John Legend
Baby-makin' music.

If I Could Just Sit With You Awhile , Jami Smith
Imagine sitting with God for just a minute. What would you say?
Unknown Legend, Neil Young
We would all love to be known as legends. I'd settle for being an unknown legend.

Photograph, Nickelback
I'm a photographer - did you really think I wouldn't?

Come Again, Travis Taylor
When I can't find my way, God always finds me.

In Color, Jamey Johnson
Where did you come from? Who are you?

We've Got Tonight, Bob Seger
The Hubs and I listened to this song on our first date in January 1997.

Be Still and Know, Steven Curtis Chapman
'Be Still and know that I am God'

Samson, Regina Spektor
I loved you first, Babe.

Sweet Pea, Amos Lee
The Hubs ringtone.

Child Of God, Jamie Morgan
This was played a baby's funeral that I attended. It touched me.

If Heaven, Andy Griggs
We are living our lives as best we can on earth, why not enjoy it while we're here?

Long Cool Woman In A Black Dress, The Hollies

You Are God Alone (Not a God), Phillips, Craig & Dean

Roll With Me, Montgomery Gentry
The Hubs loves this song.

Hold Me Jesus, Brown
My prayer.

The World I Know, Collective Soul
*sighs* The angst ridden teenage years.

Slow Dancin’, Johnny Rivers
The song we danced our first dance to as Mr. and Mrs.
In My Arms, Plumb
I want my beautiful child to know and feel like he's always safe in my arms.
Apologize, OneRepublic
The lead singer has sexy faux-hawk hair.

For Sentimental Reasons, Nat King Cole
When Caden can't go to sleep, I sing this song to him.

Clocks, Cold Play
I just want to drive fast and roll all the windows down. My 'writing' song.
Cupid, Otis Redding
An oldie but goodie.

Long As I Can See The Light, Creedence Clearwater Revival
My family is my light in this song.

He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother, Cher
I am very loyal to my friends.

Where'd You Go, Fort Minor
2005 - 2007

Good Life, Cocoa Tea
She said she wants a good life, no man to cause her pain and strife.
Nights In White Satin, Moody Blues
Another oldie.

Cold, Crossfade
I'm sorry.

King Without a Crown, Matisyahu
This dude just ROCKS. I mean, an hassidic jew who sings/raps reggae? That ROCKS.
100 Years, Five For Fighting
I have so much to still accomplish.

Adoration, Newsboys
Listen the words. Image yourself as the little drummer boy.
Come let us adore Him! He has come down to this barren land where
we live and all I have to give is Adoration!

On My Wedding Day, Don Henley
You were so handsome on our wedding day.

Sweetly Broken, Jeremy Riddle
I am sweetly broken. Please continue to break me, Lord.

Youth of the Nation, P.O.D.
Turn it up and sing it loud!

Live Your Life, T.I. & Rhianna
Be an individual. Be yourself. Don't conform for anyone.

One More Day With You, Diamond Rio
Jerrid Michael Whitwell

When God Ran, Phillips, Craig & Dean
Ask my sister.

L-O-V-E, Nat King Cole
Who can top Nat?

Levon, Elton John
MY favorite Elton John song!
Jersey Girl, 8 To The Bar
Just a good song.

Baby It's Cold Outside, Leon Redbone & Zooey Deschanel
My FAVORITE Christmas-time song!

Love Remains the Same, Gavin Rossdale
Because love does NOT always remain the same. You have to work at it.

Do You Think I’m Sexy?, Rod Stewart
Ask The Hubs.
Wake Me Up When September Ends, Green Day
My 2nd all-time favorite song.

It's A Great Day to Be Alive, Pat Green & Cory Morrow
Everyday is a blessing.

The Words I Would Say, Sidewalk Prophets
If I were to find out I didn't have anytime left on Earth, this is what I would say to Caden.

I’ll Stand By You, The Pretenders
For Ashley.

Total Eclipse of the Heart, Bonnie Tyler
Because I'm Daddy's Bright Eyes.

Grow Old With Me, Mary Chapin Carpenter
The song I chose song to walk down the aisle to!

Nothing Fancy, Dave Barnes
Describes my love for my husband.

Gypsies, Tramps and Thieves, Cher
Anyone who knows me knows I love my gypsy-side.

Tupelo Honey, Morrison
My ALL-TIME favorite song

Don't Fear the Reaper, Nick Cave (HIM)
Good cover.

Wherever You Will Go, The Calling
For my husband during the years of 2000 - 2002

Let Me, Pat Green
Let me be the one who sets your feet on solid ground!
Let It Be, The Beatles
Why worry about things we can't change?
Set The World On Fire, Britt Nicole
I wanna set the world on fire until it's burnig bright for You!

Fast Car, Tracy Chapman
The acoustic version is best.

Carry On, Pat Green
Pat Green is just awesome.

Daydream Believer, Mary Beth Maziarz
Cheer up Sleepy Jean . . .

Wind me up, put me down, start me off and watch me go!

I am just your typical mother, wife and professional. I go by many names: Lori, Baby Girl, Mommy, Re, Hey You . . . Many days I feel like the human personifciation of Baba Ganesh. I tend to go a little overboard (on everything). I put 100% of myself into my family. I am a Christian, constantly growing and becoming stronger in my faith.

Follow me through the looking glass . . . we'll see what happens.